有時很羨慕孩子，孩子可以躲在世外桃源，發揮自己的動物本能，不參與世間的苦難或邪惡。
我自己是孩子時，不相信原罪。我以為自己乾乾淨淨，為何要把罪惡套到我身上？但隨著年紀增長，我想我慢慢瞭解了原罪、共業是怎麼回事。只要存活在世上，難以與罪惡、業切割：我會製造垃圾，得消耗能源，製造二氧化碳；我得要賺錢才能活下去，賺錢可能是剝削到別人；我非得吃東西，吃東西剝削到動物、土地和別人的勞力；我沒法不用電，沒法不買件衣服穿，會想出去玩......越想越沒個沒完沒了。
這是存活者的罪惡感嗎？（苦笑）嘿～已經算努力了，沒有冷氣、沒有孩子、不打算賺大錢、盡量限制自己做很多事，再下去樂趣都沒有了。
寧願自己是動物或是一棵植物，如果硬要有下輩子的話。
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Here's a few things I do AND influence people around me: Became pescetarian, if not vegetarian. Stop buying bottled water and soft drink. Use your own grocery bags. Recycle. Minimize magazine subscription and paper usage. And drive a hybrid car. I am not even doing this for my kids. I just think 'who are we to trash the earth?' Have you seen the movie "The Day the Earth Stood Still"? The movie sucked but it sort of made sense. I love you, Pat. No wonder we end up together :-)
(weeping) C, I love ya 2!! I'll try my best to reduce the trash I've made. As for fish, 最近很少吃淡水魚，但深海魚汞好像會很多...sigh, 雖是隻菜蟲，吃雞最多了，偶而還是想吃牛、海鮮，還得喝牛奶吃蛋，口腹之慾還是要再減低（Dxmn, what fun do I still have?） Kids, what kids? Your students? Your OWN KIDS, plural?(You have your own kids and I don't know?!) Your dogs?? I feel ashamed that I don't buy local food and cat litter for HowShuFu, which produces a lot of CO2, and I'm terribly sorry... if i could live in 桃花源, then he could go hunting and poo outdoors XD I saw the movie; i think the aliens should have killed us all, hehehe... it would be better for the other species if there should be the end of the world and I am not there with you, please spare a thought of me ;) xo